28.5.09
Scrolling through the old photos
Notice you are already far gone
But every moment that we shared still branded inside me
No more sadness that you are gone
Just want to know how is your life sincerely
But there is no point to disturb your new life
I wish you happy with him, and everything in the future
I still smile when I look at our photo
Though lots of things happened between us
But the time that we had is precious
Thanks for everything that you taught me
Thanks for every memories that you gave me
Although it is a bit too late for me to reckon what is lack in me
But I will keep on trying to look for it
All the best girl, I believe you will be famous in time
Notice you are already far gone
But every moment that we shared still branded inside me
No more sadness that you are gone
Just want to know how is your life sincerely
But there is no point to disturb your new life
I wish you happy with him, and everything in the future
I still smile when I look at our photo
Though lots of things happened between us
But the time that we had is precious
Thanks for everything that you taught me
Thanks for every memories that you gave me
Although it is a bit too late for me to reckon what is lack in me
But I will keep on trying to look for it
All the best girl, I believe you will be famous in time
TIme's up
It is time to walk out the shadow
It is time to plan for the future
It is time to do something for myself
It is time to be a better person
It is time to be more mature
It is time to grow
It is time to seek the covered potential
It is just about time start walking by myself again
It is time to stop regretting about the past
It is time to stop chasing the past
Everything just end and start at the right moment
Look into the future, though we don't know what it holds
But it is just about right to build the not-yet-finish bridge to connect to the bigger picture
I said everything from my heart
I told you my deepest feeling
Yet, there is one promise I haven't fulfilled
I will do it soon in time
After that, I really did everything I can and promised
What will happen next, who knows?
Lets the future reveal by itself
Lets the mysterious remind mystery
I will always love you
I will always miss you
You are always someone special to me
But it is time to say goodbye
It is time to plan for the future
It is time to do something for myself
It is time to be a better person
It is time to be more mature
It is time to grow
It is time to seek the covered potential
It is just about time start walking by myself again
It is time to stop regretting about the past
It is time to stop chasing the past
Everything just end and start at the right moment
Look into the future, though we don't know what it holds
But it is just about right to build the not-yet-finish bridge to connect to the bigger picture
I said everything from my heart
I told you my deepest feeling
Yet, there is one promise I haven't fulfilled
I will do it soon in time
After that, I really did everything I can and promised
What will happen next, who knows?
Lets the future reveal by itself
Lets the mysterious remind mystery
I will always love you
I will always miss you
You are always someone special to me
But it is time to say goodbye
a must-read blog to pump up my emo-ness
http://thedreaminginsomniac.xanga.com/
it was so much easier to pretend
cos pretending didn't take effort.
pretending didn't make my heart ache.
it didn't make everything hurt in the
absence of your affection.
pretending made it easier to push you away
but all the more difficult to get over you.
i can't work out how the greatest plan
has got me feeling more alone than ever.
nor can i work out how pushing you away
could have worked so damn well.
it took me quite some time but i worked it out.
and realizing that you were never really mine..
i'd rather have to legitimately lose you
over and over and over again
than have to remember.
the first time, you meant it.
but now, it's just out of
obligation and god,
it hurts.
it was so much easier to pretend
cos pretending didn't take effort.
pretending didn't make my heart ache.
it didn't make everything hurt in the
absence of your affection.
pretending made it easier to push you away
but all the more difficult to get over you.
i can't work out how the greatest plan
has got me feeling more alone than ever.
nor can i work out how pushing you away
could have worked so damn well.
it took me quite some time but i worked it out.
and realizing that you were never really mine..
i'd rather have to legitimately lose you
over and over and over again
than have to remember.
the first time, you meant it.
but now, it's just out of
obligation and god,
it hurts.
24.5.09
If there are times in life that will make you feeling trapped
I am there right now
Everything is dangling out in the dark cold night
Do you ever had the same feeling?
I hope it won't happen on you, everyone
One word, one action can affect your decision, your emotion and your judgment
Why
Why I cannot be like before, just walk away with my head hail high
Cause of guilt? Cause of love?
I am really tired of being pull down while I am trying to go on with my life
Damn it, screw it, fuck it
I am there right now
Everything is dangling out in the dark cold night
Do you ever had the same feeling?
I hope it won't happen on you, everyone
One word, one action can affect your decision, your emotion and your judgment
Why
Why I cannot be like before, just walk away with my head hail high
Cause of guilt? Cause of love?
I am really tired of being pull down while I am trying to go on with my life
Damn it, screw it, fuck it
Fish leong
For all my banana friend such as MKB, Khai
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
Are those I insist on all worth my insistence?
我所相信的 就是真的吗
Are those I believe really true?
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
If I dare to pursue, will I dare to possess?
而如果 都算了 不要呢
And what if I forget all and let it go?
或许吧
Maybe!
或许我永远都不会遇见他
Maybe I would never meet him
或许吧
Maybe!
或许我太天真了吧
Maybe I'm too innocent!
属于我的昨天之前的结局
The ending that belonged to me before yesterday
我决定我的决定
I made my decision
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
The expectancy that will belong to me after tomorrow
我迷信我的迷信
I'll believe in my superstition
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
Every bit of sorrow that belongs to us,
我们要各自忘记
we have to forget it separately
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
The shining love that belongs to us,
我们再一起努力
we'll strive for it together
我们还要努力
We still have to strive for it
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
What belongs to the wind, just let it fly
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
What belongs to the sea, just let it surge
属于我们的爱
The love that belongs to us
该来的 就来吧
If it's fated to come, just let it come
为什么 不敢呢 不要呢
Why don't we dare to accept it?
是他吧
It's him!
命中早就注定了的那个他
The one who has already been fated for me
是他吧
It's him!
他原来就在这里啊
He is actually right here!
19.5.09
I think I figure out why am I so emo...
The reason is
"I know I can get over you, but I don't want to get over you."
"I know I can get over you, but I don't want to get over you."
Life has its ups and downs
Just let me float around in the endless life-sea
Though it is dark and cold
Though it brings pain and torture
But just let me float around them
Until the last drop of blood, last piece of me disappear
Hope can reform myself somewhere else slowly
Collect my flesh and soul bit by bit
Damn
Just let me float around in the endless life-sea
Though it is dark and cold
Though it brings pain and torture
But just let me float around them
Until the last drop of blood, last piece of me disappear
Hope can reform myself somewhere else slowly
Collect my flesh and soul bit by bit
Damn
why it seems so difficult this time
Well, another emo post again,
Not intended to turn this blog into such a emo place
But things that I can control won't bother me this much
Or I should say I can manage study, health and other stuff very well
However, there is only one thing that keep bugging me
sigh... what the deuce
Seldom struggle this long for a relationship before
Is it the price to pay for changes?
May be it doesn't worth being a new me cos it hurt more than it can bear
But ffs, I try to forget, but can never forgo
It is stupid to wait, it is stupid to let yourself stuck here
How come I cannot pull myself out this time
I don't want to pretend nothing's wrong already...
It is too tiring
Let me be, let me be what the reality shape me
To her:
Never forget
The day that our destinies join us together
Never forsake
The good old time that we used to share
Though our fate ends here
But you something that I will ever mislay
Not intended to turn this blog into such a emo place
But things that I can control won't bother me this much
Or I should say I can manage study, health and other stuff very well
However, there is only one thing that keep bugging me
sigh... what the deuce
Seldom struggle this long for a relationship before
Is it the price to pay for changes?
May be it doesn't worth being a new me cos it hurt more than it can bear
But ffs, I try to forget, but can never forgo
It is stupid to wait, it is stupid to let yourself stuck here
How come I cannot pull myself out this time
I don't want to pretend nothing's wrong already...
It is too tiring
Let me be, let me be what the reality shape me
To her:
Never forget
The day that our destinies join us together
Never forsake
The good old time that we used to share
Though our fate ends here
But you something that I will ever mislay
14.5.09
4.5.09
read it from other people xanga.. so nice
i will never forget the night we were lost beneath the sky
with evening dew soaking through the backs of our shirts
and twigs clinging to the knotted masses of our hair.
i will never forget the tingling feeling i had in my stomach
from going on the tilt-a-whirl with you right after eating.
or the skewed vision and the dizziness that was a result
of screaming too much on that big scary ride i hated.
i've forgotten the things you'd been talking about but
i'll never forget the way your face lit up when you did.
i'll never forget the way you fell silent and your face
turned a violent shade of red when you noticed that
you had been talking the whole time.
i'll never forget the smile that followed when you
realized that i didn't mind listening.
i'll never forget that it was that moment,
that one little moment,
where i felt more okay than i had all year.
and when you took my hand in yours
and pressed your lips to mine,
nothing mattered but you.
you saved me from myself that night.
don't ever forget it.
love,
marcus
with evening dew soaking through the backs of our shirts
and twigs clinging to the knotted masses of our hair.
i will never forget the tingling feeling i had in my stomach
from going on the tilt-a-whirl with you right after eating.
or the skewed vision and the dizziness that was a result
of screaming too much on that big scary ride i hated.
i've forgotten the things you'd been talking about but
i'll never forget the way your face lit up when you did.
i'll never forget the way you fell silent and your face
turned a violent shade of red when you noticed that
you had been talking the whole time.
i'll never forget the smile that followed when you
realized that i didn't mind listening.
i'll never forget that it was that moment,
that one little moment,
where i felt more okay than i had all year.
and when you took my hand in yours
and pressed your lips to mine,
nothing mattered but you.
you saved me from myself that night.
don't ever forget it.
love,
marcus
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