Wander alone in the dark

If there are times in life that will make you feeling trapped
I am there right now
Everything is dangling out in the dark cold night
Do you ever had the same feeling?
I hope it won't happen on you, everyone
One word, one action can affect your decision, your emotion and your judgment
Why
Why I cannot be like before, just walk away with my head hail high
Cause of guilt? Cause of love?
I am really tired of being pull down while I am trying to go on with my life
Damn it, screw it, fuck it