19.5.09

why it seems so difficult this time

Well, another emo post again,
Not intended to turn this blog into such a emo place
But things that I can control won't bother me this much
Or I should say I can manage study, health and other stuff very well
However, there is only one thing that keep bugging me
sigh... what the deuce

Seldom struggle this long for a relationship before
Is it the price to pay for changes?
May be it doesn't worth being a new me cos it hurt more than it can bear
But ffs, I try to forget, but can never forgo
It is stupid to wait, it is stupid to let yourself stuck here
How come I cannot pull myself out this time
I don't want to pretend nothing's wrong already...
It is too tiring
Let me be, let me be what the reality shape me

To her:

Never forget
The day that our destinies join us together
Never forsake
The good old time that we used to share
Though our fate ends here
But you something that I will ever mislay

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