2.8.09

Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed

Thought the wound is healed, though not completely
But at least it won't feel the pain again, I think
Actually the blood that beyond the wound is awaiting
Waiting for a chance to break through the wound and flood again
The funny thing is I am the one who break the dam to let it flow
I ask myself what do I want from you and myself? I don't know
Is it really that important? Is that you or me to cause all this pain
Maybe, but it doesn't matter now

Being here, it is just so empty and lonely
I am not good at expressing in words
But it is so vivid that I can see there is a circle of darkness around me
So tired of drowning all the thoughts by alcohol
You still cannot see it right now, is it?
Because your gaze won't land on my anymore
Or is me thinking too much

From the song that i have been addicted to
"If you were willing to peel away the layers surrounding my heart
You’d realize, you’d marvel that
You are my deepest, darkest secret

If you were willing to peal away the layers surrounding my heart
You would feel the sting of tears
I want you to hear me, see my sincerity....

I’m like an onion, forever in a supporting role
How I wish to have a moment for just the two of us"

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