Back again

When is the last time since I post anything on my blog (here or xanga)?? May be around three months already.. Yea I know my blog is a bit emo, it is emo because I am suffering from Seasonal Affective Disorder and Insomnia.

You know you cannot sleep, and you just let your mind wander, to lalaland or wherever your mind want to go, somewhere you wish your mind can rest and chill, ironically, it always go to some place deep down in your unconscious, dig out something you try not think, not to touch throughout the day or for a long period of time.. it is cruel to me, but somehow you just cannot control yourself..